Early Miscarriage Blues

So I had a miscarriage this week, I was only five and a half weeks along but have been trying to conceive for a year and a half now. I knew once I received a positive result to be calm and realistic about it because miscarrying is so common, especially with your first pregnancy. But I was still not expecting it, do you know what I mean? I didn’t want to let it effect me but it’s actually quite disappointing, really. I’m trying to see it as an opportunity to try again. At least now I know my husband and I can get pregnant, that was always a concern of mine. Just have to keep on practicing!!