Rant- sexless

Fleur • 22. Married. Nursing Student.
So over the period of the past 4 days I have tried to initiate with my husband on 6 separate occasions. Each time it's a laughing " I know what you're trying to do" or a flat out no. I'm feeling so rejected! Last time wasn't so great and I told him so. Do you think its performance anxiety? It's been almost two weeks and were newlyweds! I feel like I'm being punished.