When will i find him?

When will i find a guy that will (not expecting prince charming) but just be afraid to lose me and see my true value? I found a really nice guy and i’m falling in love with him but i feel shitty knowing that he had his first love already and gave it all to her. i feel like he’d never get like that with me. it just sucks. i want it so badly. i’m ready to give my everything and my heart. i’m ready to fall in love for the first time, but i’m so fucking terrified.