College Help😔

Tomorrow I have to decide between 2 colleges. One is pretty close to home and even closer to my boyfriend. The other is an hour away and not close to anyone. I’ve been with my bf for almost 3 years and he’s 2 years older then me and lives at home. I love him so much and the thought of being an hour away from him all the night sounds horrible but I do really like the college. The college closer to me I wouldn’t mind going to but not as much as I’d want to go the the other. My fear is that if I take the hour away college my bf and I will barely see each other and I’ll be miserable. He made a comment a while ago saying “ I would never do long distance I need pussy do u want me to cheat” he said he worded it wrong and was sorry and didn’t mean it. But the thought of that still stays in my head. Ik he loves me and I want to be with him but I honestly don’t know what to do. Thoughts? Experiences? Help me:(