Being pregnant during this covid 19 is hell

Never thought i have to go through a pregnancy during a pandemic at all. This is my 1st pregnancy too. I am soo blessed and happy of course that i am pregnant for those of you ladies that ALWAYS SAY “at least be thankful u can get pregnant” ladies. 🙄 I AM. Its just a crazy , sad feeling that i have to go through this DIFFERENT pregnancy outcome and not have a normal pregnancy where i can have a my 1st baby shower, throw a baby gender party and have my mom in the room with me during birth! I cannot do those things and its REALLY SAD.! One thing to is i HAVE TO be home 24/7 and not even go out to groceries and stuff because im pregnant i have to be home. Depressing pregnancy for me to be honest.😰 anyone else going through a pregnancy this year alone and different?