Ending my life...

I’m so depressed and heartbroken. 💔💔💔💔

I had a chemical pregnancy today. I just don’t understand why God had to punish me like this. Nothing in this world I want more than to be a mom, but with each passing month I feel my dream gets further and further away.

Sometimes I think of ending my life, that way all my pain and suffering will go away. I’ve endured a lot of suffering in my life and I just don’t know if I’m cut out for thus life anymore...

Sorry just had to get this off my chest cus I have no friends to talk too.