Regret

I regret getting pregnant I know there nothing I can do about it now but I just cry thinking about giving birth or anything that happens to you after. I never in my life wanted kids until I met my husband I told him and he told me he wanted one and throughout time I’ve thought about it and I love him so much I decide I’ll have a baby I’m excited to have a baby boy it’s just the process is what scares me and I just have my husband I don’t really have family or friends so I feel so alone and unprepared about what’s going to happen and I keep seeing all these postpartum video because I wanted to know what happens to you and it just scared me more I just don’t feel happy and I’m getting so much anxiety.