So exactly a month ago I had a miscarriage, today I would of been 10 weeks. Last week we found out there is nothing more that can be done for my grandmas cancer and she has not too much longer to live. I'm even more devastated that i misscarried. I wasn't tcc but was happy when I found out and believe everything happens for a reason. But now I'm not sure I'm mad that I had to go through that and now this and being pregnant would of been the perfect thing and timing for my family right now. We are so full of sadness and sorrow that the pregnancy would of been a wander full shed of light, we could be talking about that and taking my grandma to my scans she would of absolutely loved to seen the baby in the belly I just feel it's exactly what my grandma and my mum would of needed at his time, especially for after my grandma passes that a baby would been a joy to look forward to. I just can't get it out of my mind now and I'm so frustrated that this is happening!