How is everyone?

Any news yet this month??? We are waiting on AF, some light pink spotting Tuesday when she was due, followed by some brown light spotting wed then nothing. I'm too scared to POAS. This is our 2nd month TTC after a MC in June. My boobs are not sore, but I am very tired. I think I am just looking for symptoms, but late is late right? I tested last Thursday, I know I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help it!!!! I was BFN and now that I am actually ate, I'm too nervous to test!!!