Feeling Guilty

In my area where I live I feel people are not taking this seriously. I’ve been social distancing and taking it seriously for awhile now.

But, these past 3 nights I have slipped up. My boyfriend has came to visit because I miss him and he’s starting a new job soon. He will have to leave the state and I don’t know when I can see him again, cause of the virus.

We visited outside of my house and have hugged a lot (I wore my mask) I just feel guilty every time after he comes over. I’m a hypochondriac so I try to be super cautious all the time. Luckily, I’m with my family and they do the shopping and really help me out.

I can tell my family wants me to not be stuck in the house because they told me it was okay to go as long as I had my mask on and washed my hands when I returned. I just feel awful, I feel like I really risked it going to get take- out with my boyfriend ugh.