Surprise at 43

Starting over all the way around! After a bad divorce I re-connected with an old crush from high school I've been friends with for nearly 30 years. We had seen each other here and there thru the years but this time something clicked. We've been together 2 years and I was on bc pill the whole time! Just confirmed at family Dr a positive test last week and waiting on lab work about actual hcg level and checking progesterone as that was a problem with my 12 y/o. OB visit and ultrasound scheduled 11/23. We both have 2 boys and 2 girls...same ages, give or take a year. #9 between us!

Trying to be excited....so so scared. Add type 2 diabetes to the mix..