I’m too old for this!

Some background: I ABSOLUTELY suck at vulnerability and feelings. Idek why it’s just something that has always made me a little uncomfortable.

Anyway Me and this guy we have had sex and hung out a good bit but it was a little more causal be ay the man focus was school (a grad school)

*trigger* We got pregnant and unfortunately and fortunately that ended.

But that was a while ago.

Fast forward to now we still keep in touch

The other day He told me he felt like I liked him. And he felt that instead of saying I like him and I wanted to talk to him I was issuing other things as an excuse to talk to him. Then he asked why I liked him. And I told him that I didn’t and basically gave a bs answer I just don’t want to admit that I like him only for him not to feel the same way. Like I don’t wanna put all my cards out there for nothing. Like I hadn’t really been acting on those feelings recently so I don’t see the reason to bring it up Just to do so if that makes sense.

How should I go about this. Ik alllll this sounds ass backwards. I just figured I’d get my thoughts out here.