Self harm

I’m having such a hard time right now. I hate how i look. I hate myself, i hate everything about me. Recently i started cutting. I need help. I need to talk to someone who understands. 😔 i know i shouldn’t hurt myself. It doesn’t solve anything. I need tips and help on self love, and how to stop cutting.

(Small backstory on me)

Im 15 years old. I suffer with very severe GAD (generalized anxiety disorder) it’s getting much worse. My panic attacks are so much worse. My social anxiety...i can barely even talk to people sometimes. I started cutting when my sister started really hurting me mentally. She was always saying very hurtful things I just need help dealing with it.