Boy Mum x3

I'm a mumma to 3 beautiful boys! 4yo, 2yo and 3months old. They as well as their daddy are the loves of my lives.. I am so blessed and grateful to have 3 beautiful children but I have one worry...

I'm pretty sure we have finished having babies and I'm okay with that but I am sad we never got a daughter.. I won't get that mother daughter bond that I didn't get with my own mother or that when the boys have their own partners they won't want anything to do with me as girls tend to be closer to their own mothers rather than mother in laws...

I think I'm scared of being forgotten or shoved into a nursing home and forgotten. I don't expect the kids to look after me.. but just still want to see their mum and kinda need me and love me..

I have ocd and anxiety so this could just be me having a moment I guess but can someone give me some insight or advice or I'm not sure..

My husband is one of six. 4 boys and 2 girls

Himself and sisters do anything for his mum but his brothers don't they are more with their in laws..

Trying for a 4th would be nice but I really am content with the 3 boys so don't really want to try for a 4th just to get a girl... because it's all really 50/50 and I feel like 3 is our number..