When we both know it’s over but we still love each other, the idea of our ‘great’ marriage and our child together.. why is it that we both call each other names, don’t respect each other, but still love each other. Why is it that after being with him for 7 years, it feels unimaginable to not have him anymore.. why why why? My heart is aching and breaking, but I don’t want my child to grow up around this.. she’s only 2, and she overheard us arguing today and said: grow up.

She’s right. But I am so fucking lost.