Too early?

My period is expected to come this Sunday I took a pregnancy test yesterday and it was negative I know the best thing to do is play the waiting game to see if AF shows but I'm so impatient I just gave it a try I watch too many #TTC vids on YouTube & saw that most women usually get positives days before their period 🤷🏾‍♀️ I really believe I'm not pregnant this cycle but just cause I want to be so bad I keep beating myself up about it 😫 it took my boyfriend and I 4 YEARS to conceive our first born son & I most definitely don't want that to happen with my other babies I want them all very very close in age I really would love to conceive next year but anytime would be great😊😩 send me lots of baby dust ladies 🤞🏾😣