Boyfriend on 💊

Y’all i really need someone to talk me out of the rabbit hole my mind is going through right now. My boyfriend and i have been together for 2+ years , first starting out sex was good , i enjoyed it , as time went on every now and again he had an issue staying hard . At first i shrugged it off but then happened a little more frequently. I inwardly felt a little insecure because I’m plus sized and a little insecure about my body so naturally i wondered if i was turning him off . But he’s very VERY affectionate with me so i don’t think that’s the issue . Currently we haven’t had sex in about a month and a half . We just moved in together at the end of April and everything has been so busy . But honestly i think i have been turned off by having sex lately because of the issue he had before .

So today he tells me he has a confession to tell me . He bought something called “the blue chew” online which is apparently the equivalent of viagra ,where he got a free trial , he said he didn’t want to take it without telling me , which i appreciate. I asked him was it safe and he said he consulted with a doctor first and they said yes . I can’t help but think maybe he has a bigger issue going on and maybe felt a little insecure himself. I’m only 22 ,he’s the only man I’ve ever had sex with . What if this effects us having kids ? Is it hereditary? I just keep having all these thoughts , i don’t want to make him feel bad because he was open and honest about it . But i honestly feel a little worried. ADVICE PLEASE!!