I’m just sad

Hi ladies, I believe this is my first time posting in this group. I need some support, uplifting, kind words or prayers! My husband and I have 3 children. Yes 3, we have been TTC and nothing is happening. I miscarried 2 months ago and it just broke my heart. We have been trying again even started using this lube that everyone swears will get you pregnant! I am very blessed with my 3, we have always wanted four kiddos especially me! I don’t have siblings so it’s great to see my kiddos playing around with one another! Well I have 2 boys and 1 girl and I was praying to try again and this time it could be a girl 🤞🏼 but of course a healthy baby in general! My husband has been wanting to “get down and dirty” but my emotions and mind are elsewhere! Especially with this pandemic! I feel more stressed, more emotional. 1 thing I am suuuuper excited about is our gyms in Texas are opening up May 18th so I get to start exercising again! I feel like it’s my only time to let any type of emotions out!