Mental Health and Pregnancy

I decided to write here because I don’t have any support from anyone at all to talk to. But I think I may be having another mental breakdown 😭 Because I had an argument with my SO and his mom and afterwards cried because I don’t feel the same about myself anymore. I have been noticing I changed a lot in my ways. I do know the difference with my hormones of being pregnant and also having a mental health problem. It’s affecting the way I have relationships with everyone who’s around me friends, family, and my kids. I don’t ever want to be bothered by anyone, my mood has changed

From being so happy and joyful to being so rude and mean to others, and not wanting to do things I normally like doing. Mainly being rude and ruthless is how I can describe how I am towards others, my mood shifts mainly to being so angry for no reason I don’t have anyone to talk to because of course everyone would gossip about me and call me crazy... I hate this so much and I hate I have to see another day feeling this way 😭