Toxic parents.

Hi I’m anna, I’m 18.

I’ve lived with my mom most of my life and partly with my dad. Me and my dad don’t really have a good relationship with each other. I don’t see him as often anymore since I’m busy with my own life but he comes into town to play golf but not come see me and my sister but it’s okay. My mom has been my main support system. She buys me some things I need but sometimes makes a fuss about it. My mom was once a drunk and would become verbally abusive and would always send me and my siblings to our room so she could hang out with her friends and get more drunk but since my great grandmother died she sobered up and got better but mind you around then she made us stop school and I was only in the 4th grade and my sister in the 6th.. me nor my sister have our ged and are constantly working all the time. I work 6 days a week and doubles on weekends (I’m a waitress) and make at least 200$ in 2 weeks (I know not much) and my boss has been an ass lately and so I’ve been looking for a new job and my mom knew a guy that owns a good restaurant and make good tips off tables and so he offered to train me and so I went and they got pretty busy and so I felt like I didn’t have much help and I understood that but I wasn’t sure if I truly wanted to work there because it’s so much different than what I’m used too and so the owner said he wasn’t gonna pressure me into something I don’t wanna do and gave me some time to think about it well 2 days pass and I decided to drive around and get gas in my car and my mom calls me (she was drunk) and asked me what I was gonna do and I said would you be mad if I didn’t take the job and she said “I absolutely fucking would be” and hung up on me and when I got home she blew up on me and said I’m stupid, ill never be able to do things on my own, she’s moving somewhere else I’m 2/3 years and I better do what I gotta do and move the hell out and if it wasn’t for her me and my sister would be kicked out at 18 because that’s what my step dad had suggested. I asked her did she want me to move out and she said “where you gonna go? Huh?” And I said something about school and she lost it and said “ you really wanna go there?! You’ve had 2 years to get your ged but you follow around this mother fucker ( my boyfriend ) and pointed to him. I told her I would have done graduated by now be in college but no. I’m on a 4th graded level how am I supposed to know what to do? I’m not quite sure what I’m gonna do. I’m looking at apartments to rent and start saving money up to move out because I can’t deal with this anymore! I have no family to rely on because my 2 bestfriends are in heaven (granny and mamaw pat) and I know that they’re most likely disappointed in the mother my mom is. They raised me and my sister. My granny said i was her child! Thank you for listening to me if you’ve made it this far. Both of my parents are toxic and me and my sister are doing our best to get away.