Emotional pile-up

I feel like things are just getting to be too much. This last month has been too much. Early induction because of preeclampsia lasted 3 days and ended in an Emergency C-section because my daughter nearly died. She was wrapped up in the umbilical cord 5x. I got an infection 3 days later. Breast feeding is hard. My anxiety will not allow me to sleep unless my husband promises to stay awake to make sure she's ok. And now my LO has an umbilical hernia that bleeds every time she eats. Oh and to top it off I just got told that there's stuff going on with my insurance that I have to fix... When am I allowed to start drinking again???