Pregnancy after miscarriage

I had a miscarriage in August of 2018 & just found out I’m pregnant. I want to be excited but I can’t help but feel like I don’t want to get my hopes up. I have an appt on June 4th for an ultrasound & the last time I had an ultrasound I was told I would have a miscarriage which I did so I can’t lie I’m scared this is going to happen again. :/ I really hope it’s not & I have a better feeling for this one but I can’t help but be traumatized from the last time.

On the bright side- finally a BFP! We did not “try” after my MC but were hopeful it would happen again so I am so happy we are pregnant again. I think it’ll be more real when I see the ultrasound & see that everything is all good (fingers crossed).