I worry that something may be wrong with me over the fact that I don’t really care that I may be infertile. I just feel like... I can still have kids. I can adopt like a group of 5 year olds one day and call it good.

I doesn’t bother me at all that I may never be able to go through pregnancy.

I was sad for a day, and then I was like “welp at least i will never experience the pain of childbirth because it does not sound fun.”

And then I felt demented or something. Then I thought about how I can just skip the baby stage and adopt older kids and that made me happy. I’m not mourning over this.

As long as I can name one of my adopted kids after my grandma, it’s cool.

My grandmas name can be for a boy or a girl so im like 😎