I didn't want to be back here again

Erin • Mommy of 3 angels. Hope -19 weeks, Oliver -15 weeks, Barrett -23 weeks Due with rainbow baby girl Ruth June 1 2021

I was so close to viability. He was born a week ago. If he had been born today they may have intervened. This is my 3rd loss with no living babies. 19, 15, and now 23 weeks. I'm just... crushed