Worried I'll be shy on my wedding night..

I'm a shy person in general, I even got embarrassed and shy by just giving my man a hickey which might sound really lame. Anyways I want to wait for marriage and so does he. But I'm worried I'll be really shy. Or I'll be shy to suggest incorporating toys and stuff.. I mean we aren't engaged yet. But we are most likely gonna get married and I've been thinking about it a lot cause I don't wanna be awkward and weird if I suggest toys or something.

Or maybe those conversations come easier when you're engaged or closer to marriage. I don't know. Any tips on how to deal with the shyness..?