I know we need therapy...

Our relationship is fucked. It's been 7 years and we just fight more and more. About everything. I don't want to do therapy but I told him I would try. I'm not sure I can make it til we get insurance. I'm not working and I'm with the kids 24/7. I never get a break and I'm finding it hard to give everything to everyone. Any actual ideas besides therapy or divorce?

I ordered a workbook and 2 marriage books... we will see how it goes