Anyone tired of having sex just because we're TTC?!

I feel like we're just making this routine like schedule to have sex. Just to be on top of our fertility window. It's not as organic as it used to be, it's more like 'okay we gotta do it tonight'... I mean it feels good but it's just different?! I'm sick of getting pregnant being so HARD! While in my younger days I was so scared I'd get pregnant when my bf didn't even cum in me and we were protected. Never thought making a baby would be as difficult and complex as it is. Okay my rant is done. I just had to log in my 'had sex day' and had this on my mind. If anyone else is feeling this way, you're not alone sister!!!