Pissed And Wanting Revenge

So I did what you guys said when trying to fix what happened with the journal and my boyfriend. I apologized, offered to go to therapy. But yesterday he called me and broke up with me OVER THE PHONE! I get it. I fucked up. Read his journal. But regardless that is not a reason to break up with someone. He told me he wanted me out by the time he got home. I had no where to go. He said he would send me money through chime for enough to stay in a fucking motel for a couple of days. I have no boyfriend. I'm pretty much homeless and now my anger issues are coming out. A lot of you are gonna call me Petty, but I've considered telling his family and friends the kind of things he writes in his journal. I might leave out the sexual assault stuff because I get that's kinda personal. I know I'm Petty. But I'm hurt and pissed. I may get hate from this post. But at this point I don't have anyone, so why fucking not get some revenge 😂

P.S: I'm also pissed because my kid is over there. He kicked me out, but I couldn't even take my child. He's telling me I can come by for anything to do with our kid but that's it. He basically just made me homeless and childless.

Update: I went to see my kid today. My ex boyfriend wouldn't even talk to me. I tried but he said " You're here for our son, not me". He won't even try to work through it with me. I've tried everything.