Today has been so hard.

Today Im so frustrated and I feel like my tolerance is non existent my husband is a farmer, which I so appreciate his hard work but I’m lucky if I get an hours worth of co parenting a day. I work 40 hours outside the home too. Which my job is so emotionally and mentally draining. We have 3 kids under 3. And today I’m just so frustrated I don’t get help. I can’t take a shower, I can’t clean anything, I can’t take anytime for myself without asking when he will be home so I can take a shower. It’s been like this since we were dating so I knew what I was getting myself into. But today I would love just some support at the very minimum. I needed to vent as I am hiding in the bathroom crying because it’s not even noon yet and Today has been so hard.