Just a vent sesh

I have two kiddos, both boys. One is 3.5, the other is just shy of 3 months. Im going nuts. While i was pregnant with my second son, i had fainted at work and was advised by OB to take a leave, this was back in November. The plan was i would be on LOA, then take my 6 weeks maternity leave and get back at it( i would work 32 hours sat and sun, and stay home with kids mon thru fri). Then the pandemic happened, not only was there fear and uncertainty about going back to work and bringing something home to little ones, my MIL who would watch the kids on weekends works in ICU and comes in direct contact several times a week. So, had to leave my job. Its been almost 6 months since ive really done anything but care for my two kids. Its been hard. My older one no longer naps since baby brother came home, and is relentless on waking up at 7am no matter when i put him to bed. I miss work, i miss my family, and i miss sleep 🥱🥴 my husband works odd hours 12pm-11:30pm. How are you ladies coping being predominantly stuck in the home?? ( yes i know some of you are still working, or working from home) share how you guys are staying sane!

Missing the normalcy, and i know im not alone in this, but..

I love my kids !! (Just need to find me again )