I’m not normal.

Is it weird that I poop at night so that no one can hear me or bother me or know that I’m here? Ugh I have extremely bad anxiety and this has always happened like this since I was a little girl. I legit will hold my poop till everyone in my family is asleep! And that’s that they are my family! I live with my boyfriend now and honestly I can go whenever around him. I’m still uncomfortable around anyone else or family. Idk I’m weird. I literally can not shit if my life depended on it.