RANT~~~

So I made a post previously about my over protective and bearing home life. So this post is kind of an update but I’ll recap the last post Incase anyone missed it.

I grew up in a very over protective household. I wasn’t allowed to go out, I wasn’t allowed to go out and be a normal kid. One small scratch made my parents loose their minds and over react. I was prevented to seeing or spending time with my father. (My grandparents raised me. Lived with them until I was 19 and moved out) I wasn’t allowed to cook, do my own laundry, drive, go out with friends, take a walk, etc. I didn’t have much of a social life because they didn’t trust anyone. My grandmother was very toxic towards me but tried to tell me she loved me. If I did anything to upset her she would throw very personal and hurtful words at me. Before I had moved out she desperately wanted me to quit my job for her own wants and needs. And when I did give her what she want she started crying and getting mad because I had quit and told me I wasn’t going to go anywhere in life and I wasn’t going to get the things I want or need. She constantly went through my stuff when I was gone to try to find things. Constantly told me she wished she never loved me. Etc etc et. Finally moved out and now she won’t stop calling me. She calls every single day sometimes multiple times a day to ask me the exact same things.

~how am I.

~What am I doing.

~what am I up to.

~is my bf home.

~Is my bf at work.

~I shouldn’t be working right now.

~I should file for unemployment

~if I am going to work it has to be a place she wants me to work at and can’t be any other place.

And will repeat those things multiple times for 5-25 minutes.

Now here’s for the update. She knows I’ve applied to multiple places. One being Kroger’s and another being ace. They are both with in the same area. I didn’t get into Kroger’s and I haven’t heard much back from ace. But I did apply to speedway which is across the street from those 2 places. (I currently do not have a car or license as of right now because like said of living situations with her but now I can work on getting it so as of now I gotta walk to work which isn’t bad at all 🤷🏻‍♀️ 5 min walk) she was furious that I possibly got accepted into speedway because she doesn’t want me walking across a street that has a damn cross walk on it and everything. Told me I’m going to get hurt. Etc etc etc. on top of that mad in general for me even looking for jobs and applying. Because all she wants is for me to file for unemployment.