Has anyone else felt this beat and broken?..

After 10 months of nothing but tears and broken dreams trying for our rainbow baby I've lost all hope.. my husband and I have decided to stop trying. Tomorrow we'll be discontinuing fertility treatment because I can no longer mentally handle the heart break every month then we'll decide what will happen with our relationship. I just don't understand how some of the most undeserving and uncaring people can pretty much a have a child on a whim but I have to suffer this way. Thanks for all the help and info over the months but I won't be needing my favorite app anymore. Baby dust and best wishes to all, I hope y'all get your wishes unlike us. 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔