Neee help

Two days ago i did a opk test and it was posotive. My husband said he wasnt in the mood and yesterday he said he was tierd. I felt so sad and cried thinking to myself we have been waiting for this day and you turn around and say your tierd. Today is the last day ovulatlaing and i dont even feel that i want to...i feel like im always the one wanting, i feel like im despreate even when i dont want it. Maybe its beacause i want a baby so much and trying my hardest to make it work...

Any words that will help me feel better. Tia