Just in need of support and prayers

I’ve had this app since my second pregnancy. And I love seeing posts of other mamas and how they handle their day to day life being both pregnant and caring for their kids. But I am now on my third pregnancy. My first two pregnancies seemed normal for my two boys. I was lucky to not have morning sickness. They were both bundles of joys. But this pregnancy has been hard on me.

A little back story...

My husband and I have been married for four years. But in January things turned for the worse in our marriage and resulted to me moving out (mind you we were living with his parents because living in Hawaii is hard and expensive). Any who...I thought we were gonna end things but it seems absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Fast forward to April, though we weren’t living with each other. We found the spark of love that we had for one another and would always meet up. Which resulted in our third pregnancy. I have always been faithful to him so it’s a given that this baby is his while his parents may think otherwise.

I just went to my 11 week ultrasound where they do the scan and testing for Down Syndrome or other Genetic Disorders in Baby. They found fluid in the back of baby’s neck which raised some flags for the doctor and I have done nothing but freaked out about it. I have a counseling appointment tomorrow with a genetic counselor to discuss my options for testing to confirm. But I was wondering if any of you mamas could just give some advice or thoughts on this. The doctor did say not to panic and I’ve also read on here that sometimes the scan may show the thick fluid but farther into the pregnancy, it can be nothing and baby can be fine. I’ve been praying ever since my ultrasound for just that.

I know that whatever the outcome is I will love my baby regardless. But I would love to just hear some feedback if it’s okay.

Mahalo!