Hey ladies,

I just need to vent. I’m 16 weeks pregnant with my 3rd child. For some reason, no matter how hard I try, I’m just not excited for this baby. My husband and I have been married for 2 years. When I found out I was pregnant, I was planning on sitting down and talking to him about a divorce. I’ve been cheated on multiple times throughout our relationship (last time I was pregnant he contacted prostitutes) yeah a piece of crap, I know. I feel like my feelings towards him are really getting in the way of my life. I can’t stand being around him. I’m just upset because at the moment I decided enough was enough, I end up pregnant. AND AFTER 2 BOYS, I FINALLY GET MY GIRL AT A TIME LIKE THIS. I’m tired of being unhappy but I’m 25 with 3 kids, I feel like there’s no hope for me. My life is basically over. Okay rant over.