Going crazy over here 😅😂

I'm going crazy over here 😅 I don't want to test yet, cause I want to wait until AF is at least a week late.

Since my cycle is irregular at the moment I don't really know when to expect AF (last 25 days, before 33, before that 19 and before that 44). I guess my body is still getting used being off bc.

So at the moment every time I cramp it so (started Friday) I'm afraid AF is going to show up. But it hasn't yet. How do you cope (without taking a test)? I can't help it, every once the time gets closer I'm like this 🤣

Sorry for the long post 1😊