I’m 10 weeks pregnant first time unexpectedly

I met this man and two weeks after we meet I ended up pregnant and I’m 27 been on depo shot since I was 12 no periods till two years ago I’m scared shitless I so nervous and scared he’s a good man and I’m glad I’m blessed I just don’t want to push him away I’m also high risk pregnancy due to haveing gma seziers and a lot of mental health issues and it being a lot to take it I was addicted to meth two yrs ago I went to drinking been sober for a year and ..... I just need help I have no friends that I want to talk to at this point in my life