Unappreciated

My SO is a truck driver and is on the road for weeks at a time. I’m here alone with our kid full time. I do work but when I’m not working she’s with me. My mom baby sits (I pay her weekly) when I work. I can’t go anywhere. My mom won’t watch my daughter 30 extra minutes so I can go to the gym(because she hates me) which is not her job but I do a lot for my mom since she doesn’t have a car I Drive her where she needs to go, pick up her medicine, shop off she needs me to and she won’t watch my daughter for just 30 minutes so I can have some me time. I really applaud single moms because I am about to lose my mind. When I express myself to my boyfriend about how hard it is raising our daughter mostly alone, he always responds, “well you don’t have to do a whole lot though right” or “ she’s not a problem kid so..” I just don’t feel like he appreciates me for all that I do here without him. It’s pretty rough. My daughter is not a problem kid but I would like at least 30 minutes a week for myself. I just broke down on the phone with him and he acted like he was so annoyed with me because I started crying. I don’t bring it up often at all but it’s pretty hard on me since I don’t have any family or support system here besides my mom. Thanks for listening