I think I am getting severely depressed

So these last few weeks have been hard. And I can’t even explain how they have been hard. But I’m starting to think I have all the sudden sunk lower into depression over the past week, it’s worse than before when I started taking my antidepressants.

It feels like something has been shut off in me. Like I don’t even give a shit anymore. And I’m tired. So tired that if I laid my head down I sleep instantly. It doesn’t matter if I had just slept for 2 days straight.

I have isolated myself too. I’m going long periods without showering.

I don’t know how to tell my doctor this. He JUST upped my medication. I missed a doctors appointment because I slept through it and that’s pathetic. Tell me it doesn’t sound bad if I ask him to up the dose more? I was already scared to try pills.

I don’t want to wean off of one to start another one that could affect me badly.