Boyfriend

Okay so me and my boyfriend have been together close to 3 years. At the beginning of the relationship we’d have sex almost every week! (No kids only 20 and 22)

Anyway, so since lockdown we’ve had sex maybe once? He just doesn’t bother with me at all! And for some unknown reason his google account has connected to mine... so I can see his history on my profile. So anything he searches into google etc...

So almost every single day he is disappearing off to the bathroom for a shower or a bath and he’d be in there for a good hour... so I decided to check the google history...

And pretty much every time he’s been watching porn when I am sat in the next room. Dont get my wrong I don’t mind that he watches porn. But he knows that I’m sat in the next room and I’m not gonna lie I’m very horny and frustrated, so when I see he’s been watching porn through the next room I can’t help but get upset.

He doesn’t know that I know that he does this. I’ve been holding in this anger for about a month now but I’m just getting sick of it. I feel worthless, unloved and just not good enough.

I’m just looking for advice on what to do, as I’ve never been in this situation before and not sure whether I’m overreacting🥺 if you’ve read this far thank you 🙏🏻