Am I Wrong?

Is it bad that I’d rather no relationship than a half ass relationship? I’m 13 weeks pregnant but the relationship is way less than ideal. Before he would talk about everything he’d do like get us an apartment, take care of me and my daughter, just feeding me bullshit. Now I saw him for the first time in about 3 weeks yesterday we went to his family’s cookout he had me sitting alone for 95% of the time until his mom and grandma and basically his whole family was wondering where tf he was. (Smoking weed the whole time instead of being a good host to his pregnant girlfriend btw). Plus I don’t even think he’s loyal. Today I wanted to see him because he’ll be working all week and he says he’s sleeping because he’ll be working all week. Idk if I’m being selfish but I don’t want to be with someone who can’t make time for me. What’s a relationship without love, affection, time, and attention. It’s not even like he’s providing for me. I’ve already started looking into jobs I can do even during covid to get an apartment myself. I can’t find it in myself to wait for him.