34 weeks and anxiety 😬

Anyone else’s anxiety through the roof right now?? I’m having a scheduled c section on the 10th, and thoughts of what could go wrong, and everything I need to do are literally keeping me awake at night. The c section for me is the safest route, because of history with shoulder dystocia in delivery... so I feel good about my decision-still so many unknowns and scary things. My last c section was 9 years ago, so I don’t remember much. I’m stressing mostly about spending enough time with my older kids before going under the knife. Like thinking about leaving them letters should something happen. Ugh. I hate anxiety. Just ready for my baby to be here, and us to be a happy, complete family.