Struggling

I have been emotionally struggling for a while with a divorce. Found an amazing man but still dealing with hateful ex wife’s and my narsassist Ex husband. I have never seen or delt with so much hate toward me. On top of that my fiancé and I had a devastating blow with a miscarriage and I’m still finding it hard to get over. I’m not a hateful person and I don’t it when people don’t like me. I like getting along with people. I feel so beaten worse then the physical I endured with my ex. I’m just really struggling inside.