Ladies in toxic relationships...!

@ my ladies who have been in toxic relationships - how do you recover? My ex and I have been together on and off for three years. And though we both know we’re not good for each other we just can’t help but go back every time. We’re talking again and It’s so hard for me to let him go. I don’t want to date anyone else because I’m almost incapable of feeling anything for them. I know we aren’t good for each other, but every time he comes back I just can’t help it because it hurts my heart too much. I love him to death, I’d truly do anything for him, but we’re just unhealthy