Advice for a young heartbroken pregnant woman?

How did you mamas who were new and young when you were pregnant, even older, try to cope with anxiety and heartbreak?

**SN: I know everything’s going to be okay, and I’ve been praying; but I’ve never felt so broken besides the passing of my grandmother back in 2017. I have wonderful family, but it’s hard for me to heal when things just keep happening left and right... I feel so terrible. I apologize to my unborn baby all the time for having an emotional wreck of a mama even though she can’t see me, nor understand me, right now because I feel so guilty. ’m 21.

Thanks in advance ❤️