please help

lately i’m finding out that my friends aren’t good friends. they don’t invite me anywhere and keep me out of conversations. tonight i finally yelled at my ex and said all that i needed to say. i’m hurting so bad inside and i want to cry but i can’t. i just feel empty towards everything. i’m doing everything just to feel something but nothings working. i have terrible friends who make me feel awful about myself and i’m just so alone. i want so badly to feel something, anything, but i just can’t. is there anything i can do??