Porn 😡

Okay, so my boyfriend loves to watch porn & honestly some times I watch it too, but I hate when he watches it. I'm very insecure about my body, I know I'm not the prettiest girl or have the best looking body. I wish it was better is what I'm saying. I've had this issue for years now. So when I know that he is watching porn I can't help but be upset. In my mind it's pissing me off because I don't want him looking at other girls bodies and vaginas. I hate that they can turn him on too. It's just bothersome and he thinks I'm too emotional and sensitive about it. In his mind they are just women and at the end of the day he comes home and cuddles, has sex, kisses, etc. with me not those girls he watches. Anyone else can relate to me? Should I be upset or is it literally my insecurities acting up?