I have been really bummed since I came home from the hospital Wednesday. It’s like I prepared for months to deliver this baby, I was so excited, and then it happened so fast and now it’s over and I’m home like it never happened.

I have my perfect baby but it’s almost a week now, and he seems so big. It’s like this exciting moment I prepped 9 months for was over in a heart beat and now I’m home and my baby is just bigger everyday.

It seems irrational but I’m hopelessly sad.

What is going on