Random but...

Some females wish for a husband, a boyfriend. Whatever. I wish I had a female bestfriend so bad. I’m going to be 26 this yeAr. So I feel like I’ll never meet another girl like my bestfriend who passed away two years ago. Don’t get me wrong, over the past two years I met some cool ppl & I have friends from the past but they are just a hi and bye sort of deal. it’s not the same. People always disappear on me for months. It’s like I’m easy to forget 😔 & I know I’m such a good friend. It seems they don’t care about me the same way. Ugh😭 I’m just venting. I just really wish I had a female to talk to about anything and wouldn’t judge me. or somebody who wanted to hang out with our kids. Have dinner at the house. Go on nail dates. & be down for all the crazy things 🥺🥺 I know theyll never be my bestfriend who passed but at least a real one like her, somebody who doesn’t stand me or my kids up. Somebody who doesn’t forget our birthdays. Something . 😔 I have a wonderful man & kids but every girl should have they’re girl friend to vent to and talk to 🥺😭 it’s so hard to come by GENUINE friends now days . ****sighhhh****🥺🤦🏻‍♀️